While drinking with my friend and his wife, I drunkenly pressed the breasts of my friend’s wife. He also tried to remove her clothes. What happened to me after that?
Alcohol and alcohol addiction can often wreak havoc on life’s most intact relationships. There is a similar page in my book of life, but I leave it blank. I never had the courage to write the story I wanted to write on that page.
You might be wondering what are the things going on in my life that I don’t want to think about. It is with great courage that I share the pain of my life with you. After reading this article, your mind may be more critical than sympathetic towards me.
But I have no choice but to do so. Instead of saying some words openly, it is better to lighten the burden on your heart by writing them. So I am trying to share it with you all through words.
It wasn’t that long ago that this happened to me. This was just a few years ago. After this, every day I saw myself standing in front of me as a criminal.
Friends, I am married. I was on a business trip to Delhi that day. A friend of mine lives in Laxmi Nagar area in Delhi. I reached his apartment. The friend was not in the apartment at that time. So, to entertain myself, I started drinking half a bucket of Old Monk by myself.
But things changed when another friend of mine also came to know about my arrival. Don’t know how, but perhaps because of Facebook location he came to know that I was in Delhi.
That friend was also my roommate in college. At that time our friendship used to be very strong. Even when he got married, he did not put the garland around the bride’s neck before I arrived. You can imagine the depth of our relationship.
He takes great care of me. Always keeps me ahead. Although there is nothing around me, it still seems to have given me life.
I remember well that only once in my life someone surprised me on my birthday. That surprise birthday was also planned by my friend.
Similarly, something like this happened to me once in college. Everyone abandoned me but this friend supported me. He never closed his heart to me.
This happened when we were in college and were sitting together and drinking alcohol. I was drunk and he was also drunk. However, he jokingly snatched my cigarette and I beat him up for it.
It was a small thing but since I was drunk I could not control myself. There was a lot of abuse and he later went home crying. He left my room that very moment.
Despite all this, he never let the flame of our friendship cool down. It’s not that I didn’t contribute to our relationship, I also supported her sometimes when she needed it.
But I am writing this today just to repent. So I will only write what he did for me and what mistakes I made in friendship.
I can’t tell about myself right now. I just wanted to tell this story to ease the burden I feel about what I did wrong to her.
So that day, because of the location, they got the news of my arrival. He called me and asked me to meet him. I had to agree and after some time he came to my room. He has a cold beer.
But the surprise was not the beer, but my sister-in-law’s appearance. Well, he must have thought of something when he came. My sister-in-law also knows about our friendship.
We all started drinking beer together. In a short while we finished our beer. After a while, we also had a second round of competition. Overall, I drank too much that day.
After a while I started feeling like I was going to vomit. When I couldn’t control myself, I suddenly stood up, ran to the bathroom and vomited.
My friend was sleeping nearby. But sister-in-law heard my getting up. She came to me and started supporting me. I didn’t even have the strength to walk.
Sister-in-law wanted to take me out, but I don’t know why I was mumbling something under the influence. Somehow sister-in-law tried to make me lie down in the adjacent room. But I don’t know what happened, I held sister-in-law tightly in my arms.
My hands immediately reached sister-in-law’s breasts. As soon as I pressed sister-in-law’s breasts, she started loosening them. But my grip is very strong. After finishing, I also removed Bhabhi’s top.
Her bra was visible and seeing this made me even more excited. Sister-in-law was still trying to get free, but she also knew that her husband was sleeping next to her. So she remained silent and kept trying to stop me.
But I also removed sister-in-law’s bra and started sucking her breasts. When I started sucking sister-in-law’s breasts, she pushed me away.
My sister-in-law’s breasts looked very tight. I again held Bhabhi’s breasts tightly and started pressing and massaging her breasts vigorously.
My sister-in-law said- Please, don’t do this, he was sleeping next to me.
Before I could stop, sister-in-law slapped my cheek. When he slapped me, my intoxication went away immediately.
I saw what I was going to do. While drunk, I forgot that my friend’s wife was in front of me. The friend who loves me more than myself.
Thinking this, I regret my behavior very much. I apologized to my sister-in-law, admitted my mistake and asked her to forgive me for my crime.
My sister-in-law said- Go to sleep, if they come to know then there will be trouble.
I couldn’t sleep that night. I tossed and turned all night wondering how I did it.
Then I remembered that perhaps I had also tried to kiss my sister-in-law’s lips. I don’t remember exactly what it was, but I did some pretty disgusting things.
At that time I felt very remorseful for my behavior and wanted to drown myself in water.
My friend did not know anything about the incident of that morning. I was not able to look into my friend’s wife’s eyes. He said goodbye to me and left. I thought the night had passed and things had calmed down.
Holi is in a few days. On the day of Holi, my friend called me to his house. But I was worried that what happened that day would come to light again. I was scared that my best friend would find out what happened that night.
I tried my best to strengthen myself. I believe that when I make a mistake, I should be ready to face the consequences. I strengthened my resolve and decided to go to my friend’s house.
After reaching his house we had a lot of fun together. Nothing happened that I feared. My sister-in-law did not seem angry with me. Instead, he seemed to have forgotten about it.
From that day I also gave up alcohol. I decided that I would never drink alcohol again. I was successful in this attempt. Days passed like this.
Then the date of brother’s marriage was fixed. I have to take all the responsibilities of my brother’s marriage. Slowly the wedding day arrived.
My friend also came that day. My sister-in-law also came. everything is going fine. The marriage was going well. My friend went back with his sister-in-law.
But after a few days, he suddenly called and started making the same allegations against me. Perhaps he came to know about this that day. He also threatened me to confess my crime.
It was my mistake so I accepted it without any argument. I don’t know why my sister-in-law told this to my friend.
Maybe there was a fight between them and then this incident came to light and I could not say anything. But now it is over.
I too had an idea that this matter would come to light one day, but I did not expect it to come to light so soon. Now I started arguing with my friends every day about what happened that day.
I tried hard to convince him. I tried to tell him I did all this while drunk, but things got more complicated instead of sober.
Within a few days, our relationship came to the verge of breaking. Ultimately our friendship broke. Such an old relationship got crucified because of one mistake of mine.
I never shared this with anyone. I don’t have the courage to even talk about it in front of my wife because that’s what I do.
One day I received my friend’s last message, in which he had written – I know that you have a habit of drinking and you did all this while drunk, but I still cannot forgive you.
I forgive you because we were very close friends. If it had been anyone else, you can’t even imagine what I would have done.
After that day he never tried to talk to me. I also never thought of contacting her, because how could I apologize to her? This pain is buried in my chest forever.
I also owe him Rs 1.5 lakh. I didn’t even have the courage to ask him for that money. The debt I owe is small compared to the crimes I have committed.
Even today I regret one of my mistakes. One mistake of mine destroyed our deep relationship. I will have to suffer the punishment of losing a friend for this betrayal of friendship.
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