My situation is very shameful. My hips rose up, exposing the line of my buttocks. At this stage my anus and vagina were also exposed.
Dear friends,
Arun sends best wishes to all the friends of Antarvasna!
You might have read
my previous article
on how I became addicted to sex.
Today after a long time I have come again to write something different for my readers.
As you all know, apart from writing erotic stories, I also provide sexual curiosities, questions and advice to Antarvasna readers via email or WhatsApp.
This is what gave me the idea to write my new sex article today and here I am.
Everyone knows that in all family and women’s magazines there are necessarily columns on sexual or personal issues, which are read with interest by everyone from children to the elderly. There is nothing wrong in this. Experienced people also provide solutions to people’s problems.
But guys, I’ve noticed a big difference between my sexual problems and the ones printed in those magazines!
In fact, all these magazines are domestic based. Here people cannot write their views very openly and in detail because this column is of only one page. The publisher edits and reviews issues based on the level of the magazine’s readership.
Some readers have such embarrassing things like unnatural sex that they feel ashamed to write there in search of solutions. But the sex questions that bother you the most are the ones that are embarrassing and unrealistic. Readers themselves want answers to such questions.
However, I am fortunate that I have been working with Antarvasna for the last ten years and have earned the trust of its administrators and readers. That’s why they write to me openly about their sexual problems.
These sexual issues also highlight new situations regarding sex in society.
However, I don’t want to waste too much time and write a reader’s question here, and he also wrote to me in detail. I will write in more detail so that my article can be understood.
Arun ji, I have been writing this post after hesitating for a long time. I have been reading Antarvasna for a long time, that is why I have been able to muster the courage to write so much about it. I got married about a year ago, it was an arranged marriage.
My husband works in a multinational company and gets a good salary. That’s why my family asked me to get married here.
I am not very educated but here I am writing that I am beautiful. Then my husband fell in love with me as soon as he saw me and we got married.
My husband and I live in a big apartment in Delhi, far away from my in-laws. All modern amenities are available.
As I have written earlier, I have been reading Antarvasna since my college days and you must be aware of how strong are my sexual and sensual desires. My husband also has a deep addiction to sexual pleasure and sex games.
But his sensory activity became increasingly strange. Although I love them. I can control my tendencies to some extent, but I worry about them being psychopaths.
How do I control his increasing obsession with sex?
Here I am writing some things that happened between me and him.
My husband loves me very much. He himself watched countless obscene and pornographic videos on his laptop. Who knows, maybe that’s why they experimented on me whenever they saw it.
It all starts on the wedding night. Other people drink milk and nuts on their wedding night, but we both started with wine.
I didn’t find anything strange in it because I have been drinking it for a long time. But then he asked me to take off all my clothes while dancing. He also said that I was going to separate every piece of clothing and throw it at them.
I was a little shocked to hear all this, but he asked me to do all this with great love and insistence, not as an order… so I couldn’t even refuse.
I am a good dancer, so in a more provocative way than he could have imagined, I took off my wedding dress, got naked and danced sensually in front of my husband, displaying my body.
Seeing me doing all this, he got very excited and you could see it on his face.
When I was left only in panty and bra, his patience ran out and he pulled me and threw me on the bed.
I felt a little strange.. but I remained silent.
Then he almost pulled my panty away from my body. I don’t like this either. I thought everything would be done very delicately and lovingly. But this did not happen.
In the same way, after removing my bra, he grabbed me completely.
The light in the room was very bright and everything seemed strange to me. I requested several times to turn off or dim the lights but they did not listen to me.
I thought it was strange that he had not taken off his clothes and I was naked.
One more thing… He just asked me to take off my clothes; The heavy wedding jewelery and a lot of jewelery were still on me and they did not let me take it off.
Then he raised my hands above my head and spread my legs. I was feeling very shy and a little nervous about what this person was going to do.
Before marriage, I took care of my body like a girl for a month. There was not a single hair on my body. I also removed hair from my armpits and vagina through waxing.
My body glowed in the bright light and I kept moaning. At first, being under the influence of alcohol and being completely naked, the fire of lust flared up inside me.
I wanted to hold her tightly and love her passionately.
But the man looked at me calmly.
Then he placed one of his hands on my breasts and started pressing them mercilessly, while with the other hand he started caressing my extremely smooth and lubricated vagina.
I started getting lost in the sea of excitement of this two-pronged attack and now my whole body started trembling. As my chest moved up and down and my legs moved back and forth due to my heavy breathing, I felt his hand on my vagina more and more.
After some time, water came out from my vagina and a lot of water came out. His hands had become wet with the water from my vagina.
Then he did another dirty thing, he almost forcefully closed his hand in my vagina and put it in my mouth!
I didn’t want to spoil the atmosphere by arguing on the first day, so I had no choice but to take the vaginal juice orally.
Still the boy did not take off his clothes.
Then he asked me to lie down on my side and lifted one of my legs. I was in a very sensual state with my ass out and in this state he caressed me for a long time.
Then he made me stand completely on my head, then he put his hands under my waist, grabbed my heavy hips, lifted them all the way up, and then bent my knees down, keeping me in this position.
My situation is very shameful. My hips rose up, exposing the line of my buttocks. At this stage my anus and vagina were also exposed.
Now he sat behind me and spread both my balls with his hands and started looking at me.
I couldn’t control myself and I said- What are you doing? I felt ashamed and embarrassed.
So he said very lovingly, very minutely – Today I am inspecting each and every part of your body. From today your entire body is mine.
I can’t say anything more than this because of their love and affection.
After playing with my ass for a long time, he made me straight, lifted my legs in the air, put them in my hands and said – spread them like this.
Now my vagina is completely open. Even this did not satisfy her, so she lifted my hips and placed them on her legs. Now my vagina was very close to his face.
I bowed down in shame as vaginal discharge was flowing continuously from my vagina, my body was burning in the fire of lust.
But he was absolutely relaxed and did everything with ease.
He then opened, touched, pressed and inspected various parts of my vagina.
His actions were killing me and within no time I reached climax. I really wanted him to insert his penis into my vagina. But he did not do so and I reached the peak of my sexual desire and became exhausted.
They did not have any sex that day. I started worrying. Even after that he kept doing such strange things with my body.
One day he stripped me completely naked and used toy cars and other small children’s toys on my naked body. And be happy, like a child is happy. Keep moving the dolly on my bulge, my navel, my stomach, my thighs and my vagina.
Sometimes they would rub my body and bathe me in a fountain like a car wash.
On my birthday he made me lie naked on the dining room table and placed me on my stomach to cut the cake.
Whenever I drank alcohol with him, I had to remain completely naked.
My husband also does some dirty things. When I went to the toilet, he himself rubbed my anus with his hands and sprinkled water to clean my anus.
I was crying with shame, but he didn’t care.
Sometimes he pees on my breasts or vagina in the shower. I had the distinct impression that he was enjoying all this very much.
Sometimes they would tie my entire naked body with soft ropes in an erotic state. He remained stuck on the bed for a long time. During this time he only gave me food and drink. They also took him to urinate.
Arunji, please accept that I have become his toy.
Now you might be wondering why I am saying this. So his answer is that apart from all these antics, he is a very good husband. He was generous with my money and treated my family very well.
He started playing strange games with me in the bedroom.
In his apartment in Delhi, there was also a pole installed in his bedroom and I often had to pole dance completely naked for him.
He liked playing with my body more than having sex.
Then one day when I asked her about her secret, her secret was revealed to me – to have sex with me. I also have some wishes.
And when they had sex, they discovered that his penis was small and thin.
I became disappointed and he became embarrassed and started distancing himself from me.
Whatever he had done to me till now, he also stopped it.
I felt very guilty and then I started supporting her completely because of her behavior and affection towards me. He kept me so close to him that I didn’t even think of leaving him.
Then they satisfy me in other ways. When he came to Bangkok he also brought me a large collection of dildos and vibrators.
This is what we use.
But Arunji, I want to take this advice from you, now I really want to enjoy sex with a hard cock. I express this to my husband when we play.
And Alungi…you won’t believe he agreed.
Now they gave me two options. One thing is that I should prepare myself for this by meeting with someone I know.
Or they said they would take me to a city in Malaysia where they would let me enjoy sex with professional African and British men.
Now I am confused about what is right for me.
Because ever since he proposed to me, there has been a lot of turmoil in my body, especially my pussy.
He is my college friend. I can call him. but I’m afraid. I have to live in this society and I do not want to leave my husband.
The alternative is to have sex with a stranger in an unknown city and no one even knows.
But then a greed came in our mind that how many times will we go abroad for this work. It would be even better if you could arrange a good sex session in the city.
However, please tell me what should I do as there is no objection from my husband’s side.
But one thing about him bothers me. He said he wanted to see me have sex with another man. I also felt strange after hearing this.
Please tell me what should I do. Because the sexual fire burning inside me was becoming unbearable.
Friends, this is a sexual or personal issue that is difficult to sum up in a few sentences. I answered him as I understood.
But what do you give… Before telling this, I would like to know what the readers of Antarvasna think about this.
Feel free to email me.
If readers like my article then I will share more sexual issues with you.
Arun
my email id is
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